The Feeling of hurt.

The inevitable emotion attached with a person, when one tries to cultivate confidence and starts walking on it. Walking itself makes hurting inevitable as one walks on the path which he feels and understands, is the best and find others walking on different path. So, what is the solution? The solution lies in the renunciation of the belief. Belief, belief in the correctness of the path. Keep walking on a path because you can not you have not found any other path, better than this. More one is attached with the self, more one gets hurt. Save yourself by killing conflicting self.

Stanby mode is irritating.

This grinding of a person in the quest of creating sync between inner self and the outer world. This is life, most of the energy is being wasted in creating this harmony. Blessed are those who becomes ascetic and lives in total renunciation. The actual renunciation. Renunciation of Ideologies, renunciation of belief, renunciation of belongings of self comprising of invisible database of all deeds. Wish to experience such a life. One day this shall happen.