Stanby mode is irritating.

This grinding of a person in the quest of creating sync between inner self and the outer world. This is life, most of the energy is being wasted in creating this harmony. Blessed are those who becomes ascetic and lives in total renunciation. The actual renunciation. Renunciation of Ideologies, renunciation of belief, renunciation of belongings of self comprising of invisible database of all deeds. Wish to experience such a life. One day this shall happen.